Thinking about that possibility may help my heart begin to heal from
this. Right now I feel like I failed my best friend when he needed me
the most.
Thanks for 'listening.'
AJ

I'm very sorry, AJ. I've had a few of my cats euthanized and it almost always
is swift and peaceful. However, I did have one where it was not that way and
she yowled and fought. Her yowling was only for about a minute and it was
awful but she was a cat who always reacted very badly at the vet and the vet
had said there might be a problem so she did it "differently" than she normally
would have. It still upset poor Miles but it was nothing like your experience.
I'm very sorry.

Candace
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