"Christina Websell" wrote in message
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At least I'm on trial - to see if I can manage - otherwise straight back
to
Auntie Margarets..She made me promise not to lift anything heavier than a
kettle of water or try to clean chicken pens out, so I've promised.
I was just so homesick and wanted to see KFC & BF. Actually, I think I
missed them more than they did me, judging how BF wound himself round
Stan's
legs! I am glad in one way because it means he would settle with anyone
that fed him and if anything should happen to me (and it still could) that
would be great that he could be happy.
But..I am a bit selfish. Now I have a chance on life again I want him to
be
mine only, like he was. I know that I shouldn't feel this, but I do. Am
I
bad to feel this, or is it normal?

Tweed

It's wonderful that you're home! I hope you really will go back to Auntie
Margaret's if you aren't up to being on your own, but I hope you can stay
there. Dorothy was right. There's no place like home!

As for BF, no you aren't bad. Your feelings are perfectly normal. I
suspect his attitude will change quickly. When my daughter took me home
from the airport, after four weeks in Australia, Lindy allowed me to pet
her, but when we sat down, it was my daughter she went to, rather than me.
After my daughter left, though, Lindy was all over me. BF is probably just
punishing you for being away, and he'll soon forgive you because he's glad
you're home.

--
Joy

**Don't believe everything you think**