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Been curled up in a ball again (just like a cat, eh?)
polonca12000 wrote:
Ginger-lyn wrote: snip So I've been curled up in my little ball (when Pinky's not curled around my head) again, listening to the frequent rain falling, and wishing life was better. But I'm here. Ginger-lyn Lots and lots of purrs and gentle hugs, Polonca and Soncek Thank you, Polonca, and Soncek, too :-) Ginger-lyn -- Home Pages: http://www.moonsummer.com http://www.angelfire.com/folk/glsummer (homepage & cats) http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb....mmer/index.htm (genealogy) http://www.movieanimals.bravehost.com/ (The Violence Against Animals in Movies Website) |
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Been curled up in a ball again (just like a cat, eh?)
Ginger-lyn wrote:
I've had clinical depression, too many times. But most of the "experts" of late say any depression I have is situational rather than clinical. How can any of this be separated? Your mood is a result of things going on in your body, your mind, your life, the phases of the moon, all sorts of things. Sometimes when a depressed mood comes over me and I can't pinpoint the reason, I go through a litany of possibilities: is it psychological, situational, brain-chemical, hormonal, viral, meteorological, or sleep- related? Or something else? It's hard enough to figure that out for yourself - how could someone else, even an "expert", tell you where it's coming from? What do you think? Joyce |
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Ginger-lyn wrote: I've had clinical depression, too many times. But most of the "experts" of late say any depression I have is situational rather than clinical. How can any of this be separated? Your mood is a result of things going on in your body, your mind, your life, the phases of the moon, all sorts of things. Sometimes when a depressed mood comes over me and I can't pinpoint the reason, I go through a litany of possibilities: is it psychological, situational, brain-chemical, hormonal, viral, meteorological, or sleep- related? Or something else? It's hard enough to figure that out for yourself - how could someone else, even an "expert", tell you where it's coming from? What do you think? Joyce That's a good question. Honestly, I am one of "those people" who don't put a lot of stock in chemicals being the reason for everything. I'm a poet; I'm spiritual; I see things through those lenses, not through scientific explanations. And I think this culture is *way* too drugged (and that is not to take away from anyone who has received immense relief from chemicals; if that is what works for you, and helps you, then I am happy. I just think we're too quick to say "You have a problem -- here, have some pills to make it all go away." I do the same litany thing as you do, and I think it's a good thing to do. Sometimes, it can pinpoint what is going on, even though it is sometimes difficult, and often it is a combination of things. I don't think much of "experts", either. (Boy, am I being curmudgeonly here! Probably because I just finished reading "The Cat Who Came for Chirstmas ;-) ). However, I *do* think they are probably right in this case. Had I a situation where I was truly loved and happy, had the wherewithal I need to live comfortably, had more and better friends, a safer and nicer environment and all that (which yeah, I know, most of us don't have *all* of that), then I think I would be happy. I do think the situational depression is complicated right now by seasonal depression, but I do much better with that than I used to. Once I realized "Hey, I'm a Pagan. I am in touch with the Earth. The *Earth* is depressed, for heaven's sake; why shouldn't I be?", I quit being so depressed about winter. I just tend to try to make it as easy on myself as possible (buy in bulk, go out as little as possible, plenty of blankets, crank the heat up and worry about the bills later, and make sure I have plenty of warm kitties to cuddle up to :-)), and that really helps. Babbling again ;-) Ginger-lyn -- Home Pages: http://www.moonsummer.com http://www.angelfire.com/folk/glsummer (homepage & cats) http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb....mmer/index.htm (genealogy) http://www.movieanimals.bravehost.com/ (The Violence Against Animals in Movies Website) |
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Been curled up in a ball again (just like a cat, eh?)
Ginger-lyn wrote:
That's a good question. Honestly, I am one of "those people" who don't put a lot of stock in chemicals being the reason for everything. I'm a poet; I'm spiritual; I see things through those lenses, not through scientific explanations. Just to be clear, I do not believe that chemicals are the reason for everything. I know you weren't saying I do, but I just want everyone else to know. In fact, I have a hard time with anyone who thinks that there is one reason - whatever it is - for everything. Our psyches are complex, and are subject to many different influences. I have a friend who does seem to believe that it's all about brain chemistry. Every time I tell her I'm feeling down, but I'm not sure why, she asks if I might need to have my medication adjusted - even after I've asked her not to say that! But I also have another friend tends to think that drugs are about "numbing out" and escaping your feelings, rather than really dealing with them. She thinks we should develop our spirituality as the path to healing. And while I have no doubt whatsoever that spirituality is tremendously healing to many people, it's not a panacea either. It doesn't work for everyone. And I don't need to apologize for using medications if they help me. Then there are psychotherapists who pathologize everything, and think that it's all about what your mother did or didn't do. I have to admit that this belief, limited as it is, is probably closer to my own than any of the others. But I still wouldn't accept it as the only truth. For me, I am positive that chemicals are part of the problem. But old memories and a negative set of beliefs about myself, which I got from a not-very-nurturing childhood, have a huge effect on me, too. I'm not about blaming my mother. I'm more likely to blame my father, anyway. But really, at my age, it's not about blame at all. I might recognize that because my parents did this, or didn't do that, that I developed certain negative thinking or behavior patterns. But I'm the only person who's able to change those things. My parents weren't great parents, but they did love me and they did the best they could, and the truth is, I got more from them than many people get from their parents. I used to think my parents were the worst in the world, but as I got older I realized there was a lot they did right. It's true that I'm still struggling from the effects of abuse, but I sincerely believe at this point that it's up to me - along with whatever help is useful to me, of course - to find my way out of it. The upshot is, it can be very hard to pinpoint the causes of depression, and therefore, the appropriate way to heal it. Purrs! (Those are *never* inappropriate. ) Joyce -- To send email to this address, remove the triple-X from my user name. |
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... Ginger-lyn wrote: The upshot is, it can be very hard to pinpoint the causes of depression, and therefore, the appropriate way to heal it. This goes for just about everything. The biggest lie ever, and one most people buy into about one subject or other, is "One size fits all". People are different. Their lives are different. There are many different causes for problems, and many different solutions. Some work for some people, but not for others. I'll add my purrs that you find the solution that is right for you. Joy Purrs! (Those are *never* inappropriate. ) Joyce |
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Ginger-lyn wrote: That's a good question. Honestly, I am one of "those people" who don't put a lot of stock in chemicals being the reason for everything. I'm a poet; I'm spiritual; I see things through those lenses, not through scientific explanations. Just to be clear, I do not believe that chemicals are the reason for everything. I know you weren't saying I do, but I just want everyone else to know. In fact, I have a hard time with anyone who thinks that there is one reason - whatever it is - for everything. Our psyches are complex, and are subject to many different influences. I have a friend who does seem to believe that it's all about brain chemistry. Every time I tell her I'm feeling down, but I'm not sure why, she asks if I might need to have my medication adjusted - even after I've asked her not to say that! But I also have another friend tends to think that drugs are about "numbing out" and escaping your feelings, rather than really dealing with them. She thinks we should develop our spirituality as the path to healing. And while I have no doubt whatsoever that spirituality is tremendously healing to many people, it's not a panacea either. It doesn't work for everyone. And I don't need to apologize for using medications if they help me. Then there are psychotherapists who pathologize everything, and think that it's all about what your mother did or didn't do. I have to admit that this belief, limited as it is, is probably closer to my own than any of the others. But I still wouldn't accept it as the only truth. For me, I am positive that chemicals are part of the problem. But old memories and a negative set of beliefs about myself, which I got from a not-very-nurturing childhood, have a huge effect on me, too. I'm not about blaming my mother. I'm more likely to blame my father, anyway. But really, at my age, it's not about blame at all. I might recognize that because my parents did this, or didn't do that, that I developed certain negative thinking or behavior patterns. But I'm the only person who's able to change those things. My parents weren't great parents, but they did love me and they did the best they could, and the truth is, I got more from them than many people get from their parents. I used to think my parents were the worst in the world, but as I got older I realized there was a lot they did right. It's true that I'm still struggling from the effects of abuse, but I sincerely believe at this point that it's up to me - along with whatever help is useful to me, of course - to find my way out of it. The upshot is, it can be very hard to pinpoint the causes of depression, and therefore, the appropriate way to heal it. Purrs! (Those are *never* inappropriate. ) Joyce {{{{Joyce}}}} I think what you said is probably the most rational, accurate way to look at it. Not much of anything is due to or solved by just one thing; life is too complex for that. And I do believe (and tried to make that plain) that medications, for many, do a world of good. I just wish more people understood that there are often other things, be it a spiritual component, emotional component, life component or whatever, that are just as important, if not more so. All I wish is healing (in whatever form that takes) for all who need it. Ginger-lyn -- Home Pages: http://www.moonsummer.com http://www.angelfire.com/folk/glsummer (homepage & cats) http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb....mmer/index.htm (genealogy) http://www.movieanimals.bravehost.com/ (The Violence Against Animals in Movies Website) |
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