OT purr and prayer request

"Matthew" wrote in message ...

I am asking for my family please. My step son committed suicide yesterday
early morning by hanging himself in the local dog park 2 blocks from the
house. He left no note no signs that he was going to do it no true reason
we can even fathom to understand. There is no way to describe the emotions
the anger the hate of the situation the desperation to understand. He was
only 20 years old leaving behind his mother and 13 year old sister that
calls me Dad.
I am so lost I keep screaming why just do I can tell his sister so she can
try and understand. The hurt in her eyes I wish I could take it away shield
her from this nightmare that I so want to wake up from. Not even been a
year since my cousin took his life on his mothers birthday last year. I
feel so lost I cant even see through the tears

Thank you everyone
Matthew

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I am so sorry. It is difficult or impossible to comprehend why something
like this happens, but I hope you and your family can eventually look beyond
the pain and concentrate on the good times you had together. Please try not
to blame yourselves. You did not cause this tragedy.

MaryL

"Matthew" wrote in message
...
I am asking for my family please. My step son committed suicide yesterday
early morning by hanging himself in the local dog park 2 blocks from the
house. He left no note no signs that he was going to do it no true
reason we can even fathom to understand. There is no way to describe the
emotions the anger the hate of the situation the desperation to
understand. He was only 20 years old leaving behind his mother and 13
year old sister that calls me Dad.
I am so lost I keep screaming why just do I can tell his sister so she
can try and understand. The hurt in her eyes I wish I could take it away
shield her from this nightmare that I so want to wake up from. Not even
been a year since my cousin took his life on his mothers birthday last
year. I feel so lost I cant even see through the tears

Thank you everyone
Matthew
Condolences on your family's great loss.
I lost my nephew at age 17, it is heart wrenching.
Perhaps, after a while your family will want some grief counseling,
it's such a hard loss to come to terms with.
Purrs and prayers to help you all get through this difficult time.

Sylvia

"Matthew" wrote in message
...
I am asking for my family please. My step son committed suicide yesterday
early morning by hanging himself in the local dog park 2 blocks from the
house. He left no note no signs that he was going to do it no true reason
we can even fathom to understand. There is no way to describe the emotions
the anger the hate of the situation the desperation to understand. He was
only 20 years old leaving behind his mother and 13 year old sister that
calls me Dad.
I am so lost I keep screaming why just do I can tell his sister so she can
try and understand. The hurt in her eyes I wish I could take it away
shield her from this nightmare that I so want to wake up from. Not even
been a year since my cousin took his life on his mothers birthday last
year. I feel so lost I cant even see through the tears

Thank you everyone
Matthew

Lots of prayers and purrs coming. You will never know why but I hope you
can all heal eventually.
FWIW, I made a study about suicide when I was working. Especially about why
men usually succeed first time and women often don't. It's not my place to
discuss that now. I am very sorry about your loss.

"Adrian" wrote in message
...
just over 15 years since my brother's
suicide, I don't think I'll ever get over it. :-(
--
Adrian

No you won't. ever There's all the guilt about "I should had seen it
coming" You can't see it coming at all because men often don't usually
ask for help.
Men usually do violent things like hanging or jumping in front of a train.
women usually take too many tablets. My friend's hairdresser went to
Watermead Park during the night, sunk a bottle of whisky and drowned
herself.