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Betty's beginning
Marina wrote: Takayuki wrote: I'd like to repost some posts from and about when Betty was first adopted. I've thought so much about Betty's end that I feel that I need to revisit the beginning too. I think that is a very good idea, Tak. Every once in a while, I go back and re-read Frank's chronicles to relive some of our adventures and revive my earliest memories of Frank and Nikki. gentle snip But when the time came that I could recall the beginning on its own as the joyful time it was, I found I could cut my pain in half. Because half my thoughts were of Betty's end, and half my thoughts were of Betty's beginning. If it is possible to halve the sorrow, maybe someday it will be possible to halve them again. I'm beginning to think that it is okay to remember and rejoice in the precious moments Betty and I had together. This was the way things began for us. Definitely, it's OK. It sounds like you are finally on the path to healing. I'm so relieved for you. And thank you for reposting the beginning of your life with Betty. It made some nice, though bittersweet, reading. Have you revisited the young black cat that you met on Thanksgiving? I think you should. -- Marina, Miranda and Caliban. In loving memory of Frank and Nikki. Stories and pics at http://koti.welho.com/mkurten/ Pics at http://uk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/frankiennikki/ and http://community.webshots.com/user/frankiennikki Marina's right. It is definitely okay. I think it's important to solidify your memories like that. You won't ever lose them, and in that way you'll always have Betty. Sherry |
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"Takayuki" wrote in message
... I'd like to repost some posts from and about when Betty was first adopted. I've thought so much about Betty's end that I feel that I need to revisit the beginning too. I'll never have any more new experiences with Betty. These memories are all I have left. So this is me being selfish, about my need to work backwards to reintegrate and recover what I lost. I've sometimes doubted that there could be any recovery from losing a kitty. Betty's ashes weren't going to reconstitute themselves into the purry companion I knew. Day after day, it was the same. There was no progress, no change, no process for healing. But when the time came that I could recall the beginning on its own as the joyful time it was, I found I could cut my pain in half. Because half my thoughts were of Betty's end, and half my thoughts were of Betty's beginning. If it is possible to halve the sorrow, maybe someday it will be possible to halve them again. I'm beginning to think that it is okay to remember and rejoice in the precious moments Betty and I had together. This was the way things began for us. I'm so glad you posted these, Tak. A the time you were adopted by Betty I was off on a sojourn to the mothership and I didn't get to read about the beginning of your relationship with her. Thank you for the lovely stories, and thank you for loving and caring for Betty so very well - it ended up that she needed someone very special and you fit the bill perfectly. -- Hugs, CatNipped See all my masters at: http://www.PossiblePlaces.com/CatNipped/ |
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I very much enjoyed reliving this too! She was such a cutie and just meant
for you. I know it has been hard, but no one could have been better for her, despite what you think! |
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"CatNipped" wrote I'm so glad you posted these, Tak. A the time you were adopted by Betty I was off on a sojourn to the mothership and I didn't get to read about the beginning of your relationship with her. Thank you for the lovely stories, and thank you for loving and caring for Betty so very well - it ended up that she needed someone very special and you fit the bill perfectly. It does sound like an ideal match, and I too appreciate the early stories. I wasn't quite here yet at the time, either; I arrived a few months after Betty adopted Tak. Now, I can't help wondering why Tak was here, since it appears that prior to Betty he was not previously owned by a cat. He must have really wanted a cat and needed some encouragement to find one. |
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Takayuki wrote:
I'd like to repost some posts from and about when Betty was first adopted. I've thought so much about Betty's end that I feel that I need to revisit the beginning too. I'll never have any more new experiences with Betty. These memories are all I have left. So this is me being selfish, about my need to work backwards to reintegrate and recover what I lost. I've sometimes doubted that there could be any recovery from losing a kitty. Betty's ashes weren't going to reconstitute themselves into the purry companion I knew. Day after day, it was the same. There was no progress, no change, no process for healing. But when the time came that I could recall the beginning on its own as the joyful time it was, I found I could cut my pain in half. Because half my thoughts were of Betty's end, and half my thoughts were of Betty's beginning. If it is possible to halve the sorrow, maybe someday it will be possible to halve them again. I'm beginning to think that it is okay to remember and rejoice in the precious moments Betty and I had together. This was the way things began for us. I have found that the grief of losing a very special companion animal to which you seem to have an almost spiritual bond is no less than losing a human family member. In some ways it's worse - if you've had to make what I call "the awful decision." Then you get the guilt to go with it. I almost never admit this in real life as most people cannot understand. I feel that it's okay to say it here. I've had two special dogs. I've had others that I have loved but not in that all-encompassing way that I cannot explain. Both times I couldn't see how I could recover from the grief. It seemed to go on for ever. One day, out of the blue, instead of the sad memories of the final illness etc..a happy memory popped into my mind about taking her on holiday to the seaside and how impressed the hotel owners were with her good behaviour. And I was proud. I am so happy that you are starting to get the nice memories back, Tak. The process of healing has started. I hadn't discovered the group when you first got Betty. I'm enjoying reading about it. Tweed |
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"Kathryn" wrote:
Thanks for posting these, Tak. Betty was such a sweet girl. I'm glad that you have these stories to remember her by and I hope you enjoy reminiscing. Sometimes its all too easy to forget the details. It is more enjoyable to reminisce than pine. |
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Marina wrote:
I think that is a very good idea, Tak. Every once in a while, I go back and re-read Frank's chronicles to relive some of our adventures and revive my earliest memories of Frank and Nikki. That's all properly recorded now as history. Frank's parentage, his adoption, his getting lost. Nikki in the stables, trips to the island, walkies in-between, etc. Definitely, it's OK. It sounds like you are finally on the path to healing. I'm so relieved for you. And thank you for reposting the beginning of your life with Betty. It made some nice, though bittersweet, reading. Have you revisited the young black cat that you met on Thanksgiving? I think you should. I met with several important fur personages over the holidays, in the course of attending the various obligatory holiday functions. |
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"CatNipped" wrote:
I'm so glad you posted these, Tak. A the time you were adopted by Betty I was off on a sojourn to the mothership and I didn't get to read about the beginning of your relationship with her. Thank you for the lovely stories, and thank you for loving and caring for Betty so very well - it ended up that she needed someone very special and you fit the bill perfectly. I'm glad you could read those. I have a bunch of your Prissy stories in my head, you know. Betty would have been an easy cat for most people to care for. She was never shy about imposing on you, but she was a careful, understanding cat. |
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"Takayuki" wrote in message ... I'd like to repost some posts from and about when Betty was first adopted. ... Tak, I've always loved your posts about you and Betty. Reading them again makes me a little sniffly because they are so sweet. I'm so glad that you are now able to remember and enjoy the memories. These are the essence of Betty. These memories will always keep her alive in your heart and in ours. Annie |
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