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Aaagh, I can't make a decision
Yowie wrote:
For what its worth, Joyce, I can't possibly imagine you doing anything other than the very best you can possibly do for your cats. I'm so so sorry you have to make the decision, its heartbreaking even when you know thats its 110% the right decision to make. Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. What if I just let her be, and when the time comes, she'll let me know? Is that a cruel thing to do? I'd be risking her having a rupture - but then again, that's only what this one vet told me - a vet I had never met before today. She certainly seemed competent and she was very nice, but even nice, competent vets can be wrong. So I'm mostly playing devil's advocate with myself, since earlier I was presenting the opposite argument, the one in favor of euthanizing right away. I just want to look at it from various angles before I make an irreversible decision. So for the moment, I'm thinking I won't take her tomorrow night, unless she takes a sudden turn for the worse. I need some time to think about what's the right thing to do, and talk it over. The idea that I have to decide *really fast* is making my head spin. Well, that and the fact that it's 3:40 in the morning and I really should have gone to bed hours ago! If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Cheryl - I'm sorry I got defensive before. I wish I could promise I won't get defensive again, but the truth is, I'm pretty on edge. I'll try not to, though! Thanks, Joyce -- "Bacteria, with a few more bells and whistles." -- Bonnie Bassler, describing human beings |
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On Apr 6, 11:50*am, wrote:
So for the moment, I'm thinking I won't take her tomorrow night, unless she takes a sudden turn for the worse. I need some time to think about what's the right thing to do, and talk it Trouble is it's a hard decision any way you look at it- sending purrs for you and Smudge Lesley Slave of the Fabulous Furballs |
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On Wed, 06 Apr 2011 12:02:44 +0100, Jack Campin
wrote: Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. If you can get a second opinion done quickly, fine. But remember Catnipped's description of what perforated bowel and peritonitis feels like. I wouldn't risk it if I were in your position. Just make you decision based on what is best for the cat and not on how YOU feel which it sounds like you are doing. How would you feel if something happened and Smudge died a painfull death?!?!? Would you feel better then?? If you do not trust the vets opinion why do you go to him / her?? |
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On Apr 6, 6:50*am, wrote:
Yowie wrote: * For what its worth, Joyce, I can't possibly imagine you doing anything * other than the very best you can possibly do for your cats. * I'm so so sorry you have to make the decision, its heartbreaking even * when you know thats its 110% the right decision to make. Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. What if I just let her be, and when the time comes, she'll let me know? Is that a cruel thing to do? I'd be risking her having a rupture - but then again, that's only what this one vet told me - a vet I had never met before today. She certainly seemed competent and she was very nice, but even nice, competent vets can be wrong. So I'm mostly playing devil's advocate with myself, since earlier I was presenting the opposite argument, the one in favor of euthanizing right away. I just want to look at it from various angles before I make an irreversible decision. So for the moment, I'm thinking I won't take her tomorrow night, unless she takes a sudden turn for the worse. I need some time to think about what's the right thing to do, and talk it over. The idea that I have to decide *really fast* is making my head spin. Well, that and the fact that it's 3:40 in the morning and I really should have gone to bed hours ago! If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Cheryl - I'm sorry I got defensive before. I wish I could promise I won't get defensive again, but the truth is, I'm pretty on edge. I'll try not to, though! Thanks, Joyce -- "Bacteria, with a few more bells and whistles." * * * * * * * * * * * * -- Bonnie Bassler, describing human beings Hi Joyce, My criteria for the last "gift" is their pain - are they in any pain? My Tanglefoot (RB) had lymphosarcoma in his intestines, and our vet told us that he wasn't in any pain, so we took him home. He died 3 days later, while laying on his daddy's lap. We took turns holding him his last day, so he wouldn't die alone. If he had been in pain, he wouldn't have left the vets. {{{{Hugs}}}} and purrs to you and Smudge. Patti |
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Yowie wrote: For what its worth, Joyce, I can't possibly imagine you doing anything other than the very best you can possibly do for your cats. I'm so so sorry you have to make the decision, its heartbreaking even when you know thats its 110% the right decision to make. Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. What if I just let her be, and when the time comes, she'll let me know? Is that a cruel thing to do? I'd be risking her having a rupture - but then again, that's only what this one vet told me - a vet I had never met before today. She certainly seemed competent and she was very nice, but even nice, competent vets can be wrong. So I'm mostly playing devil's advocate with myself, since earlier I was presenting the opposite argument, the one in favor of euthanizing right away. I just want to look at it from various angles before I make an irreversible decision. So for the moment, I'm thinking I won't take her tomorrow night, unless she takes a sudden turn for the worse. I need some time to think about what's the right thing to do, and talk it over. The idea that I have to decide *really fast* is making my head spin. Well, that and the fact that it's 3:40 in the morning and I really should have gone to bed hours ago! If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Cheryl - I'm sorry I got defensive before. I wish I could promise I won't get defensive again, but the truth is, I'm pretty on edge. I'll try not to, though! ----- Joyce, when I had to put Happy down (my Basset Hound) last November, my TED told me this on the phone. "It's not just about the quality of your dog's life, but yours too." I told him that my quality had nothing to do with it, but he reminded me that animals can sense things. Happy would go out in the back yard and run around like he was fine, but other than that, he would come in and do nothing but drink gallons of water. He was exhausted b/c he couldn't get any good rest. His thirst had taken over. So the illness (Cushing's Disease) was taking over the quality of his life... and mine too, when I thought about it. And, of course, the final thoughts and reasoning was that he wasn't going to get any better. Yes, I could prolong his life... but it would lack the quality that my TED was talking about. I'm crying while I write this. I miss Happy as if I lost him yesterday. NOTHING about any of this will make the end any easier... just remember about the quality of life. Soothing hugs, ·.·´¨ ¨)) -:¦:- ¸.·´ .·´¨¨)) Laurie ((¸¸.·´ ..·´ -:¦:- ((¸¸ ·.· *~*LiveLoveLaugh*~* All that I am or hope to be, I owe to my angel mother. ~Abraham Lincoln Thanks, Joyce -- "Bacteria, with a few more bells and whistles." -- Bonnie Bassler, describing human beings |
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On Apr 6, 11:50*am, wrote:
Yowie wrote: * For what its worth, Joyce, I can't possibly imagine you doing anything * other than the very best you can possibly do for your cats. * I'm so so sorry you have to make the decision, its heartbreaking even * when you know thats its 110% the right decision to make. Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. What if I just let her be, and when the time comes, she'll let me know? Is that a cruel thing to do? I'd be risking her having a rupture - but then again, that's only what this one vet told me - a vet I had never met before today. She certainly seemed competent and she was very nice, but even nice, competent vets can be wrong. So I'm mostly playing devil's advocate with myself, since earlier I was presenting the opposite argument, the one in favor of euthanizing right away. I just want to look at it from various angles before I make an irreversible decision. So for the moment, I'm thinking I won't take her tomorrow night, unless she takes a sudden turn for the worse. I need some time to think about what's the right thing to do, and talk it over. The idea that I have to decide *really fast* is making my head spin. Well, that and the fact that it's 3:40 in the morning and I really should have gone to bed hours ago! If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Cheryl - I'm sorry I got defensive before. I wish I could promise I won't get defensive again, but the truth is, I'm pretty on edge. I'll try not to, though! Thanks, Joyce -- "Bacteria, with a few more bells and whistles." * * * * * * * * * * * * -- Bonnie Bassler, describing human beings My thoughts Joyce, but of course, your decision. 1) Whether Smudge goes tomorrow or next week, she will know that she's been loved. 2) A few last days will make a difference now, to you, while you're trying to make your mind up, but after Smudge has gone, they won't make that much difference. Gone is gone, as you well know. 3) Waiting until the situation is desperate is a very risky move. What if it happens when you're asleep, or out of the house? 4) If I was unsure of the diagnosis and prognosis, I would definitely seek a second opinion before euthanising. Take care. Jeanette |
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If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really
like to hear from you. Joyce, It's very understandable that you are having a hard time making a decision. I think most of us have gone through this at one time or another. However, in this instance I truly believe that waiting is not the right thing to do. The ultrasound has told the story, and if the intestine is at serious risk of being perforated as the vet says and there is a lot of cancer showing up, to take the chance of waiting could result in disaster (which happens usually in the middle of the night or on the weekend.) Cats are survivors, and this is why they are so good at hiding discomfort and pain. What Smudge is feeling is probably 100 times worse than what she is showing and the fact that she is still eating doesn't mean a whole lot. Contrary to the popular belief, our pets don't necessarily "let us know when it's time" and that belief has sometimes cost many pets unnecessary pain and suffering. I lost two cats 3 weeks apart in January. One had squamous cell carcinoma and the treatment we tried had failed and it was going into his brain. The whole time he had a great attitude and was eating like a horse. I wanted him to live forever. However, he started to have horrible diarrhea and the day he laid in it and didn't seem to be bothered I knew that it was time. He still ate like a horse and had a good attitude, but I could tell things were going south. To keep him going and continually bath him would have stripped him of his dignity and I would have been doing it for me, not him. We spent the day together and I gave him any treat he wanted. The vet came to my home and after he gave him the first shot (to sedate him) I gave him his most favorite treat ever. He literally fell asleep doing one of his favorite things- licking Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream from a spoon. He the got the final shot and passed immediately. It was a decision I didn't want to make, but when it came down to keeping him from suffering and maintaining his dignity, I had to put everything I felt aside and make the decision based solely on *him.* |
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