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Aaagh, I can't make a decision
Kraut / Larry Stark wrote:
On Wed, 06 Apr 2011 12:02:44 +0100, Jack Campin wrote: Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. Now I'm wondering if I should get a second opinion. I was thinking that I could get the pictures from the ultrasound and bring Smudge in to a different vet and show them the pictures - maybe they'd interpret them differently? The woman who read the results said there's a tumor "perforating", which I guess means it's starting to poke through the intestinal wall? She also saw many little growths throughout Smudge's abdomen. So I'm not doubting she has cancer. I'm just not sure she has to be euthanized right now. If you can get a second opinion done quickly, fine. But remember Catnipped's description of what perforated bowel and peritonitis feels like. I wouldn't risk it if I were in your position. Just make you decision based on what is best for the cat and not on how YOU feel which it sounds like you are doing. "...it sounds like you are doing" what? Deciding based on what's best for the cat? Or what's best for me? FYI, it's the former. I'm not trying to hang onto her for my sake. She hasn't even lived with me for 2 years. I just don't see any point in putting her down before it's necessary. How would you feel if something happened and Smudge died a painfull death?!?!? Would you feel better then?? If you do not trust the vets opinion why do you go to him / her?? No need to get self-righteous about it. You're totally misreading my intentions here. I suggest you actually find out why I'm questioning my decision before going off on an overly punctuated rant. Joyce -- Afrikaans is Loldutch. -- LexMortis |
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Yowie wrote: For what its worth, Joyce, I can't possibly imagine you doing anything other than the very best you can possibly do for your cats. Same here. I'm so so sorry you have to make the decision, its heartbreaking even when you know thats its 110% the right decision to make. Except now, I'm wracked with indecision. I've had Smudge with me in the computer room for several hours, and, I don't know, it's pretty hard to believe she could be that close to death. She looks ill, that's true - she's moving slowly and her personality is pretty subdued. But she really likes the crunchies I put down and she keeps going back and eating them. All told, she hasn't made a big dent in the bowl, but she's nibbled at them quite a few times. She's also drinking water, which my neighbor said she wasn't doing. Maybe he just didn't see her drink. That could be the neighbor didn't see it. If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Cheryl - I'm sorry I got defensive before. I wish I could promise I won't get defensive again, but the truth is, I'm pretty on edge. I'll try not to, though! It's ok Joyce. It's a really hard call to make. Many (most?) of us have been there before and many here who have not yet, will in time. My 'hobby' if you want to call it that is adopting rescues or fostering them and finding new homes. I did cats from 1978-2001 and by late 80's on, was mostly the 'harder ones' meaning geriatric cats with major medical issues or ferals who needed a lot of socialization. Often I was just providing a 'final home'. I didn't take many at once (top number was 6 at a time but that was just 2 weeks when a set with a new home had to stay with me an extra 2 weeks due to a house closing delay by new owners after I'd already picked up the 2 new ones to rehab). Normally, 2-3 at a time. There is no 'one signal' that all cats show when it's time. Only knowing the cat will tell you. Looking from the outside and just at this message (I see there are unread below it) it sounds like it's not time 'yet'. It may even be a case where letting her pass quietly at home is best. Let me express a bit more on that. Since we came back stateside from a 7 year set of tours in Japan (no pets, couldn't guarentee able to take them back with us and no assurance of rehoming them there unlike the final 2 we rehomed before leaving the USA) we have yet another 'hard case' in her final home. She's a young lady cat, Daisy-chan. She is a restored true feral and will not accept another cat (never will). For the next 10-15 years she will be the only cat here. So, we take in rescue dogs (Daisy-chan LOVES dogs). 'Uncle Sammy' we took in at age 17 and I assure you, for most dog breeds that's a heck of a lot older than a 17 year old cat. Sammy they estimate was about 5 years past when a dog of his type normally has passed on. Every day was a blessing. When he started to fail at last, it was about 2 weeks. He had several vet trips and it was clear, he was best to let pass silently at his final home. He was on pain meds for his arthritis and we had clear instructions to up them at need as well as how many would 'have him sleep his last' *if* it seemed wise (or where to take him if we felt a shot was needed to assist him). Uncle Sammys quality of life stayed high enough and his pain level 'his normal, handled with his meds for the last 7 years' right to the end. He skipped dinner and took a nap and died in his sleep. Smudge may go the same. Though it's clear her health is failing, not all of our loved ones need to have a hand to reach the rainbow bridge. There's a huge difference in 'lethargic, moving slow' and 'in pain'. Only you though can tell which it seems to be. Vets can make educated guesses but they can't really tell. We also keep a close eye on Aunti Mabel here. She's a 14YO dog we recently got (5 months ago). She's a pain hider and very good at it. She seems to think 'pain is normal so ignore it'. She had surgery to remove cancer of the colon last month. If it was effective, she'll be ok a few years maybe but if not, she'll probably need help over the bridge. In her case, the danger is sudden blockage and rupture. She's on a quarterly MRI for signs of growth but a lot can happen in 3 months. I've rambled on but I hope I have helped settle your soul a little as you decide what is best based on your knowledge of your loved one. |
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"Mishi" wrote
bast wrote: So I'm mostly playing devil's advocate with myself, since earlier I My criteria for the last "gift" is their pain - are they in any pain? My Tanglefoot (RB) had lymphosarcoma in his intestines, and our vet told us that he wasn't in any pain, so we took him home. He died 3 days later, while laying on his daddy's lap. We took turns holding him his last day, so he wouldn't die alone. If he had been in pain, he wouldn't have left the vets. Well put Patti. I have a few other things to watch than pain in Aunti Mabel's case (dog) but it's not related to Smudge. I am sad that Smudge has these issues but feel good about his 'meowmie' taking care of him right. |
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"catlady" wrote in message
... If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Joyce, It's very understandable that you are having a hard time making a decision. I think most of us have gone through this at one time or another. However, in this instance I truly believe that waiting is not the right thing to do. The ultrasound has told the story, and if the intestine is at serious risk of being perforated as the vet says and there is a lot of cancer showing up, to take the chance of waiting could result in disaster (which happens usually in the middle of the night or on the weekend.) Cats are survivors, and this is why they are so good at hiding discomfort and pain. What Smudge is feeling is probably 100 times worse than what she is showing and the fact that she is still eating doesn't mean a whole lot. Contrary to the popular belief, our pets don't necessarily "let us know when it's time" and that belief has sometimes cost many pets unnecessary pain and suffering. I lost two cats 3 weeks apart in January. One had squamous cell carcinoma and the treatment we tried had failed and it was going into his brain. The whole time he had a great attitude and was eating like a horse. I wanted him to live forever. However, he started to have horrible diarrhea and the day he laid in it and didn't seem to be bothered I knew that it was time. He still ate like a horse and had a good attitude, but I could tell things were going south. To keep him going and continually bath him would have stripped him of his dignity and I would have been doing it for me, not him. We spent the day together and I gave him any treat he wanted. The vet came to my home and after he gave him the first shot (to sedate him) I gave him his most favorite treat ever. He literally fell asleep doing one of his favorite things- licking Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream from a spoon. He the got the final shot and passed immediately. It was a decision I didn't want to make, but when it came down to keeping him from suffering and maintaining his dignity, I had to put everything I felt aside and make the decision based solely on *him.* I agree with everything you've written, Because Ben was so adamant that I not "kill" Bandit, and talked me into waiting, Bandit had to endure 2 days (Saturday and Sunday) of pain. It wasn't until he saw her fall down as she was walking that he agreed we had waited too long. I'll always regret putting her through that. I did have the vet come to my house and her last day was very much as you described of your fur-baby. -- Hugs, CatNipped See all our masters at: http://www.PossiblePlaces.com/CatNipped See the RPCA FAQ site, by Mark Edwards, at: http://www.professional-geek.com/rpcablog/ Email: L(dot)T(dot)Crews(at)comcast(dot)net |
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On Apr 6, 11:29*am, catlady wrote:
If anyone has any thoughts, information, suggestions, etc, I'd really like to hear from you. Joyce, It's very understandable that you are having a hard time making a decision. I think most of us have gone through this at one time or another. *However, in this instance I truly believe that waiting is not the right thing to do. The ultrasound has told the story, and if the intestine is at serious risk of being perforated as the vet says and there is a lot of cancer showing up, to take the chance of waiting could result in disaster (which happens usually in the middle of the night or on the weekend.) Cats are survivors, and this is why they are so good at hiding discomfort and pain. *What Smudge is feeling is probably 100 times worse than what she is showing and the fact that she is still eating doesn't mean a whole lot. Contrary to the popular belief, our pets don't necessarily "let us know when it's time" and that belief has sometimes cost many pets unnecessary pain and suffering. I lost two cats 3 weeks apart in January. One had squamous cell carcinoma and the treatment we tried had failed and it was going into his brain. The whole time he had a great attitude and was eating like a horse. I wanted him to live forever. However, he started to have horrible diarrhea and the day he laid in it and didn't seem to be bothered I knew that it was time. He still ate like a horse and had a good attitude, but I could tell things were going south. To keep him going and continually bath him would have stripped him of his dignity and I would have been doing it for me, not him. We spent the day together and I gave him any treat he wanted. The vet came to my home and after he gave him the first shot (to sedate him) I gave him his most favorite treat ever. He literally fell asleep doing one of his favorite things- licking Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream from a spoon. He the got the final shot and passed immediately. It was a decision I didn't want to make, but when it came down to keeping him from suffering and maintaining his dignity, I had to put everything I felt aside and make the decision based solely on *him.* I wish I thought of giving a treat to Rusty after the first shot. I just sat there crying, talking to and patting him. When the vet was about to give him the final shot, Rusty raised his head and yowled at him. It was as if Rusty knew what was happening. The vet said he just got swore at. I added "for the last time by Rusty". |
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On 4/6/2011 11:29 AM, catlady wrote:
It was a decision I didn't want to make, but when it came down to keeping him from suffering and maintaining his dignity, I had to put everything I felt aside and make the decision based solely on *him.* Megan I'm sorry you lost two so close together. But you are anthropomorphizing the dignity part. Really. |
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On Apr 6, 8:28*pm, Cheryl wrote:
On 4/6/2011 11:29 AM, catlady wrote: It was a decision I didn't want to make, but when it came down to keeping him from suffering and maintaining his dignity, I had to put everything I felt aside and make the decision based solely on *him.* Megan I'm sorry you lost two so close together. *But you are anthropomorphizing the dignity part. *Really. FYI the dictionary definition of Dignity: The state or quality of being worthy of honor or respect. Cheryl: I am sorry that you do not have the empathy necessary to recognize what it means to a cat to have to defecate in place and lie in his own feces because he had lost the awareness to do otherwise. I am also sorry that you disparage compassion by hurling what is supposed to be an insult. By doing so in the way that you have, you forget that we are *all* animals after all. It behooves those of us who share our lives with animals and purport to love them to profoundly respect them and their needs. |
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