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Old July 3rd 08, 01:55 AM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Kylatte =^. .^=`
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Posts: 51
Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds on
the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but I'm not
lettting 'that' bother me. One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC survivor,
I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called her on the
phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL, and she's
being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me how horrid I
am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that, but now we're
no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice e-mails and
prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the only
thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too, but I
can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. I keep telling him
it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so filled with
self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him, talk with him,
etc, all to no avail. My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side effects,
and neither do I. We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and he
volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. I refuse to go to a Bible thumping church
that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell. Been
there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the 4th
of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, but aren't going because of my
crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick, and
all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so many
creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in Seattle,
the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except pray and
keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. I know people have different beliefs and
I respect that. Who am I to judge anyone? That's NOT my job. Period. I
was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a Mission in
Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs will work too,
because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn, and
a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of lack
of 'any' kind of health insurance. And the damn knee pain keeps me home
bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my toes are
numb, and I might have clots in my legs. IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the time.
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so many
friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy



  #2  
Old July 3rd 08, 02:18 AM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Joy
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Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

Hugs, prayers and purrs, Kyla!

What business of the doctor is it what church you go to?

--

Joy

If you don't have a sense of humor you probably don't have any sense at all.

"Kylatte =^. .^=`" wrote in message
. ..
Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds
on the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but
I'm not lettting 'that' bother me. One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC
survivor, I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called
her on the phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL,
and she's being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me
how horrid I am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that,
but now we're no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice
e-mails and prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the
only thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too,
but I can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. I keep
telling him it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so
filled with self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him,
talk with him, etc, all to no avail. My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side
effects, and neither do I. We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and
he volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. I refuse to go to a Bible thumping
church that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell.
Been there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the
4th of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, but aren't going because
of my crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick,
and all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so
many creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in
Seattle, the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except
pray and keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. I know people have different beliefs
and I respect that. Who am I to judge anyone? That's NOT my job.
Period. I was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a
Mission in Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs
will work too, because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn,
and a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of
lack of 'any' kind of health insurance. And the damn knee pain keeps me
home bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my
toes are numb, and I might have clots in my legs. IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the
time.
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so
many friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy





  #3  
Old July 3rd 08, 04:02 AM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Sam
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Posts: 1,226
Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

Kylatte =^. .^=` wrote:
Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds on
the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but I'm not
lettting 'that' bother me. One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC survivor,
I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called her on the
phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL, and she's
being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me how horrid I
am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that, but now we're
no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice e-mails and
prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the only
thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too, but I
can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. I keep telling him
it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so filled with
self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him, talk with him,
etc, all to no avail. My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side effects,
and neither do I. We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and he
volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. I refuse to go to a Bible thumping church
that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell. Been
there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the 4th
of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, but aren't going because of my
crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick, and
all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so many
creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in Seattle,
the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except pray and
keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. I know people have different beliefs and
I respect that. Who am I to judge anyone? That's NOT my job. Period. I
was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a Mission in
Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs will work too,
because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn, and
a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of lack
of 'any' kind of health insurance. And the damn knee pain keeps me home
bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my toes are
numb, and I might have clots in my legs. IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the time.
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so many
friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy



{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kylatte and Dutch}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Purrs and prayers being sent as well.

Sam, supervised by Mistletoe
  #4  
Old July 3rd 08, 10:32 AM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Bettina
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Posts: 487
Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

On 3 Jul., 02:55, "Kylatte =^. .^=`"
wrote:
Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. *Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds on
the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but I'm not
lettting 'that' bother me. *One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC survivor,
I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called her on the
phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL, and she's
being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me how horrid I
am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that, but now we're
no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice e-mails and
prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the only
thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too, but I
can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. *I keep telling him
it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so filled with
self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him, talk with him,
etc, all to no avail. *My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side effects,
and neither do I. *We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and he
volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some *volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. *I refuse to go to a Bible thumping church
that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell. *Been
there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the 4th
of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, *but aren't going because of my
crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
*Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. *I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick, and
all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so many
creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in Seattle,
the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except pray and
keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. *I know people have different beliefs and
I respect that. *Who am I to judge anyone? *That's NOT my job. *Period. *I
was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a Mission *in
Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs will work too,
because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. *I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn, and
a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of lack
of 'any' kind of health insurance. *And the damn knee pain keeps me home
bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my toes are
numb, and I might have clots in my legs. *IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the time..
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. *I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so many
friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? *Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy


{{{{{Kyla and husband}}}}}

It is a strange time-quality at the moment. Can feel with you.
Things seem to overwhelm me too at the moment.
My nerve costume is so thin and everything gets to me right now as
well.
The world seems full with bad behaving people and bad things
happening.
I am searching for the sense of all again.
So - others are fighting too, Kyla, please keep your strenght.
Fight the bad times through - there will be other ones. It always has
been that way.
We are here to make the world a better place and everyone counts!

Hugs and purrs from
Bettina
keep that in mind.
  #5  
Old July 3rd 08, 06:31 PM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Joy
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Posts: 7,086
Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

"Bettina" wrote in message
...
On 3 Jul., 02:55, "Kylatte =^. .^=`"
wrote:
Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds
on
the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but I'm
not
lettting 'that' bother me. One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC
survivor,
I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called her on the
phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL, and she's
being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me how horrid
I
am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that, but now we're
no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice e-mails and
prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the
only
thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too, but I
can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. I keep telling him
it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so filled with
self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him, talk with
him,
etc, all to no avail. My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side
effects,
and neither do I. We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and he
volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. I refuse to go to a Bible thumping
church
that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell. Been
there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the
4th
of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, but aren't going because of my
crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick,
and
all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so many
creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in
Seattle,
the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except pray and
keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. I know people have different beliefs and
I respect that. Who am I to judge anyone? That's NOT my job. Period. I
was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a Mission in
Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs will work too,
because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn, and
a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of
lack
of 'any' kind of health insurance. And the damn knee pain keeps me home
bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my toes are
numb, and I might have clots in my legs. IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the
time.
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so
many
friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy


{{{{{Kyla and husband}}}}}

It is a strange time-quality at the moment. Can feel with you.
Things seem to overwhelm me too at the moment.
My nerve costume is so thin and everything gets to me right now as
well.
The world seems full with bad behaving people and bad things
happening.
I am searching for the sense of all again.
So - others are fighting too, Kyla, please keep your strenght.
Fight the bad times through - there will be other ones. It always has
been that way.
We are here to make the world a better place and everyone counts!

Hugs and purrs from
Bettina
keep that in mind.

(((((((((Bettina and Kyla))))))))))

Joy


  #6  
Old July 3rd 08, 06:42 PM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
Daniel Mahoney
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Posts: 1,027
Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

O I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so many
friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
is my best working e-mail addy


The fact that others might be going through worse things doesn't make your
trials any easier for you to bear, and doesn't make us any less willing to
listen and to send our purrs and prayers.

A bunch of people I know are going through a rough time right now. I'm not
sure what's behind it, but this seems to be a rough time all around.

The best thing to do is to just hang in there, cuddle with your kitties
whenever you get the choice, and remember that we're thinking about you
all the time.

Dan
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Old July 3rd 08, 06:46 PM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
~*LiveLoveLaugh*~
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Default OT :Feeling really stressed & sad today

(Top posted)

I don't feel too sorry for you when you bash and hurt a woman who has
cancer. How pathetic.

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((¸¸.·´ ..·´
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~Abraham Lincoln


"Kylatte =^. .^=`" wrote in message
. ..
Well, I guess the chain finally broke on my mood swing..I can't seem to be
able to do ANYTHING right. Some horrible trolls are ripping me to shreds
on the Pink Floyd ng where I've been the Den Mom for over 11 years, but
I'm not lettting 'that' bother me. One woman there, age 56 is a 2 year OC
survivor, I've sent her prayers from a thing I subscribe to, have called
her on the phone to give her encouragement, etc, gave her the Candle URL,
and she's being very two faced and is siding with the trolls, and told me
how horrid I am being to her..she a total loon..but nevermind about that,
but now we're no longer on speaking terms/friends,she deleted ALL my nice
e-mails and prayers...whatever..she's now out of my life.
I tried, and got slapped in the face for my efforts..whatever...
DH is stressing me out with his 'poor me' moods of late..his high tech job
got outsourced to India in 2001, and he wishes he was dead and I'm the
only thing keeping him going...well geez, I've got a lot on my plate too,
but I can't talk to him about things or he'll go into a weep. I keep
telling him it's not his fault that his carreer went away, but he's so
filled with self-loathing, it breaks my heart . I listen to him, hug him,
talk with him, etc, all to no avail. My words of comfort don't 'sink in'
He doesn't want to go back on anti-depressants because of the side
effects, and neither do I. We're both taking *natural* suppliments, and
he volunteers at a Unity Church we've gone to, he's doing some volunteer
computer work for them and the woman Pastor told him he was a blessing to
them..
Our Dr isn't happy with our choice of 'churches', but that's none of his
business as far as I'm concerned. I refuse to go to a Bible thumping
church that tell me I have to beleive a certain way or I'm going to hell.
Been there, done that.
Now I think DH is hissed at me because I don't care if we celebrate the
4th of July...we're invited to a cook-out here, but aren't going because
of my crappy knees and his left knee is bothering him too.
Whatever, I really don't care about the picnic/fireworks.
There's only so much I can do. I'm a strong person, far from perfect,
but...IDK..things are just getting to me lately and I'm no good to anybody
when I'm like this.
I'm so sad about all the fires and floodings and people here being sick,
and all the animals going to The Bridge...the horrible fire that took so
many creatures lives, in that pet store fire, the violence is rising in
Seattle, the whole World is going mad and there's nothing I can do except
pray and keep my Faith.
I keep my Faith and pray for those in need (when asked).and send loving
purrs for those who ask for them. I know people have different beliefs
and I respect that. Who am I to judge anyone? That's NOT my job.
Period. I was born and raised as a Mormon and have a young nephew on a
Mission in Tonga and can I ask for some prayers for his safety? Purrs
will work too, because I believe purrs are like Cat prayers.
I'm no longer a Mormon, not for over 40 years,, but my 2 sisters are, but
they love me anyway.
I just don't know what to do any more. I'm concerned about Ginger-lyn,
and a few other hoomins here who are sick and in need.
I pray (only if asked to) and purr for them.
I'm hissed about my knees because I can't pay much attention to my furkids
because of the intense pain, that I can't do anything about because of
lack of 'any' kind of health insurance. And the damn knee pain keeps me
home bound because I can hardly walk, so I'm going stir crazy too...my
toes are numb, and I might have clots in my legs. IDK...
But, like I said, without health insurance, there's nothing can do about
them,
except take the nasty narcotics, and they don't even work most of the
time.
Hisses me off to no end.
I'm sorry, I know there are a lot of people going through worse things
than I am, and I have no right to complain. I just needed to vent.
I just love this group with all the kind hoomins here and I've made so
many friends here and I treasure each and every one of you.
Can I ask for a HUG? Hugs are very powerful and healing.
I don't want pity, please know that.
I'm going to turn off the TV and try and nap out for awhile.
Tomorrow will be a better day...I hope.
Right now, things are just overwhelming me...
Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla
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I don't feel too sorry for you when you bash and hurt a woman who has
cancer. How pathetic.



Laurie, I was wondering about you and how you were.
I certainly was NOT bashing her, not in the least. Like I said, I TRIED to
be of comfort to her, called her on the phone, sent her prayers, and she
chose NOT to speak to me any more..that was 'her' choice. Not mine, but I
still pray for her.
Hope all is well with you.
Hugs and purrs
Kyla

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Old July 3rd 08, 09:39 PM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
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Thanks for listening.
Hugs and love to you all
Kyla

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Purrs and prayers being sent as well.


Thank you Sam, much appreciated.
Hug
Kyla

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Old July 3rd 08, 09:44 PM posted to rec.pets.cats.anecdotes
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Hugs, prayers and purrs, Kyla!


Thank you Joy.

What business of the doctor is it what church you go to?


None whatsoever IMO.

Hugs, prayers and purrs back atcha Joy
Thank you for your nice e-mail.
Kyla

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